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It’s supposed to be all in the mind.
Supposed.

But it feels so weird, it’s physically affecting as well.

Just kill me now, knock me down, bang me against the wall till I pass out.
Or something along those lines.

How weird does it feel, to be wondering why everyone around you is so happy, and you were once like that.
Once a happy person, lively person. But now finds it difficult to be truly happy.
Argh.

Feel like exploding sometimes, like a very strained feeling throughout the entire body.
Explodes.